Masking The Depths Of Content...
this weekend has been interesting, and fun. i saw chris more than i expected to. friday night i had to work, from 6-12, chris came and saw me on break.. and then on saturday, mikey and melanie took anna and i to the fair. after chris got off work, him and lance came and saw us. and then after we left, i was on the fone with chris, and all of a sudden he goes "i have a surprise, i'll call you back in an hour", so then, i get a fone call around 2am, and he goes "come downstairs and open the door" of course... anna's step father had to be sleeping downstairs so i couldnt, and he goes, "well, you'll find out in the morning" well. the next morning, anna went out there and we found that he had left me 2 dozen roses on the doorstep. he's such a sweetheart, and then in his journal, he wrote me a poem, and left me a text message saying how perfect iam, and how much he loves me. i was so happy. :D Today, we went to eric's. it was fun. chris stopped for a little bit, then we went to pick up maria, and then chris had to go back to work. :(
Daddy comes home tomorrow. probably around 2 or 3. chris is comming over after he gets off work. he's working with tom. he keeps saying he wants to spend money on me. i dont know...i guess im just not used to it. the only person i let spend money on me was victor, and i regret letting him do it, because not only was it drug money, but what he bought me, is permaent. so. yea. lol. i suppose i wont be doing that again. you live and you learn i suppose. i hate the fact that my tattoo will always be asociated with him. i dont want it to be. i wish i could erase him from my memory completely. he doesnt even deserve a piece of my mind. fucking bastard.
anyway, yea, im going to go talk to my baby now since he has to get up early for work.
CiaO
Daddy comes home tomorrow. probably around 2 or 3. chris is comming over after he gets off work. he's working with tom. he keeps saying he wants to spend money on me. i dont know...i guess im just not used to it. the only person i let spend money on me was victor, and i regret letting him do it, because not only was it drug money, but what he bought me, is permaent. so. yea. lol. i suppose i wont be doing that again. you live and you learn i suppose. i hate the fact that my tattoo will always be asociated with him. i dont want it to be. i wish i could erase him from my memory completely. he doesnt even deserve a piece of my mind. fucking bastard.
anyway, yea, im going to go talk to my baby now since he has to get up early for work.
CiaO