Superstylin'

Jan 23, 2009 18:14

Ugh so like shit is just piling up...it's no good. I gotta step it up, and fast. My parents and my sister are coming up here tomorrow, so I feel like I gotta clean or something. I know they're gonna be pissed at me too because my Visa bill ended up being like 900 dollars this month...which I find perplexing. I mean, I used the Vise to pay for books and all that, that was close to 300 dollars, and I've been eating on-campus just about everyday, which has added up to a little over 100 dollars in the past 3 weeks. And then there were my snack sprees, cigarettes, eating at the IMA and going out with Danny, which is probably another 100 dollars. And groceries were another 100, I'm guessing. The rest of it, I don't know how the fuck I spent. I'm surprised to say the least. But yeah, now my parents are REALLY gonna be on my ass to get a job. We're running low on funds. But fuck! I am so not ready to start working, I'm just starting to enjoy myself. I know I sound hella selfish, and I really need to just face reality and just fucking do it, but I don't have the will. Ugh.
In other news, I've been dating this really awesome guy, and that's part of the reason why I've gotten so behind in my classes. I ended up sleeping through two of them today because he kept me up so late. And I had planned on catching up on my reading yesterday but I ended up hanging out with him instead. Not that I'm complaining, I've been having a lot of fun lately, but I'm starting to face the consequences of that. I feel like things are finally picking up for me, I've got more events lined up, been meeting people, I'm doing fairly well in my classes. I've just gotta get on with my fitness goals, I've been meaning to start my program all this week, but something ALWAYS comes up. Anyway, I gotta do some reading and some cleaning, so peace.
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