jessica...
9 years old.. and buried alive.
i can only imagine what that poor little girl was thinking.
can only imagine how terrified she was.
all alone.
crying.
gasping for air.
screaming for her dad.
having no comfort.
no arms to hold her.
no one to wipe away her tears.
the confusion she must of felt.
wondering where her daddy was.
the man who'd help her with her skinned knee.
or with a cut on her arm.
these young kids are dying all around us.
sometimes i ask god why the young ones?
they've done nothing wrong.
they haven't expierenced anything.
why doesn't he take the bad ones?
and give these little kids a chance.
a chance at a real fucking life.
when i hear this.. it makes me believe god is not here.
that he is not with us.
that we're all alone in this fucking universe,
without anyone watching over us.
and it makes me have no hope for this world.
and no hope in a man, who i thought would never lead any of his children astray.
or let alone, have this happen to them.
i hope your heart broke everytime that little girl screamed.
i hope your breathing stopped everytime a tear ran down her face.
and if there is a heaven.. you better give that little girl, a good damn bloody reason why that happened.
because, i don't think even heaven itself, can ever erase, or replace.. what will forever be held in her soul.
there are just somethings, god, that you can't fucking heal.
and your a bastard for letting it happen in the first place.
we're all bastards.
i can only imagine what that poor little girl was thinking.
can only imagine how terrified she was.
all alone.
crying.
gasping for air.
screaming for her dad.
having no comfort.
no arms to hold her.
no one to wipe away her tears.
the confusion she must of felt.
wondering where her daddy was.
the man who'd help her with her skinned knee.
or with a cut on her arm.
these young kids are dying all around us.
sometimes i ask god why the young ones?
they've done nothing wrong.
they haven't expierenced anything.
why doesn't he take the bad ones?
and give these little kids a chance.
a chance at a real fucking life.
when i hear this.. it makes me believe god is not here.
that he is not with us.
that we're all alone in this fucking universe,
without anyone watching over us.
and it makes me have no hope for this world.
and no hope in a man, who i thought would never lead any of his children astray.
or let alone, have this happen to them.
i hope your heart broke everytime that little girl screamed.
i hope your breathing stopped everytime a tear ran down her face.
and if there is a heaven.. you better give that little girl, a good damn bloody reason why that happened.
because, i don't think even heaven itself, can ever erase, or replace.. what will forever be held in her soul.
there are just somethings, god, that you can't fucking heal.
and your a bastard for letting it happen in the first place.
we're all bastards.