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know what makes me laugh melissa?
what.
how when people are falling apart right in front of you, you run to their aid. your always ready to drop what you do, to lend them an ear, a hug, or words. even if there problems are petty and the same things over and over. but, when you fall apart, you have to pick yourself up. you have to talk yourself into being happy, into smiling.. you have to hug yourself to make it all okay. you could be dying in front of everyone, and not one person would see the blood.
everytime you hold those tears back, does it rip you open inside? does it make that creature within so much more stronger? it calls out to you, doesn't it.. no one will ever have the paitence to hold you together, you fucking fool. but why do you insist, on trying to hold other peoples lives from falling apart?
leave me alone.
is that the best you can do? boy, melissa, you are hopeless. i've never seen someone bite so hard on their anger. doesn't that reopen the wounds? could it be you like the taste of blood upon your lips?
you were selfish once, didn't you like it? didn't it just make everything inside alive? didn't it give you power, power over these fucking worthless humans. didn't you feel like a fucking god? the power to destroy and create anything you fucking wanted?
shut the fuck up.
what happened to you? i can not tolerate or stand the person you've become. you turnned into a pussy. a pushover. you fucking pushover. how could you let yourself down? in this world, a good heart gets you nowhere.. nowhere but to a grave.
i'm not listening to you.
do you think that this will some how even out all the harm you've done? never. face it melissa, nothing can wash away your sins. god, will never ever look at you as one of his children. wake up, and see.. in this world, your the weak one. and people know it, they take advantage. they take advantage of you like a whore. they fuck you.. and leave you. bone dry.
stop it.
you don't want me to stop. because i'm the only one who noticed your dismay. i'm the only one who fucking cares. i'm the only one who will never leave you. i'm the only one who will never wrong you. i'm the only one who would kill anything or anyone for your happiness...
silence. do you think saying nothing will help? it only makes me stronger when you hurt. so keep stuffing it down. i will have my time. we'll have our time. and once you go back.... you can never leave.
i will never go back.
that's a pity. here's a towel. clean yourself up kid. your a fucking nasty mess.
what.
how when people are falling apart right in front of you, you run to their aid. your always ready to drop what you do, to lend them an ear, a hug, or words. even if there problems are petty and the same things over and over. but, when you fall apart, you have to pick yourself up. you have to talk yourself into being happy, into smiling.. you have to hug yourself to make it all okay. you could be dying in front of everyone, and not one person would see the blood.
everytime you hold those tears back, does it rip you open inside? does it make that creature within so much more stronger? it calls out to you, doesn't it.. no one will ever have the paitence to hold you together, you fucking fool. but why do you insist, on trying to hold other peoples lives from falling apart?
leave me alone.
is that the best you can do? boy, melissa, you are hopeless. i've never seen someone bite so hard on their anger. doesn't that reopen the wounds? could it be you like the taste of blood upon your lips?
you were selfish once, didn't you like it? didn't it just make everything inside alive? didn't it give you power, power over these fucking worthless humans. didn't you feel like a fucking god? the power to destroy and create anything you fucking wanted?
shut the fuck up.
what happened to you? i can not tolerate or stand the person you've become. you turnned into a pussy. a pushover. you fucking pushover. how could you let yourself down? in this world, a good heart gets you nowhere.. nowhere but to a grave.
i'm not listening to you.
do you think that this will some how even out all the harm you've done? never. face it melissa, nothing can wash away your sins. god, will never ever look at you as one of his children. wake up, and see.. in this world, your the weak one. and people know it, they take advantage. they take advantage of you like a whore. they fuck you.. and leave you. bone dry.
stop it.
you don't want me to stop. because i'm the only one who noticed your dismay. i'm the only one who fucking cares. i'm the only one who will never leave you. i'm the only one who will never wrong you. i'm the only one who would kill anything or anyone for your happiness...
silence. do you think saying nothing will help? it only makes me stronger when you hurt. so keep stuffing it down. i will have my time. we'll have our time. and once you go back.... you can never leave.
i will never go back.
that's a pity. here's a towel. clean yourself up kid. your a fucking nasty mess.