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I've been off work today, sick with a real bad cold - well, I think it's a cold, maybe the start of flu, seeing as I'm not usually so achey with colds. But hopefully I'll feel better enough to go back tomorrow, we'll see.
I had the weirdest moment earlier, where I just really missed my grandad - I was just in bed, reading my book, and I suddenly remembered how when we visited, we would get fish and chips for dinner (or chish and fips as he would say!). And we were all just so happy to be together and to be eating chish and fips. And I just miss it so much - I miss him so much. I wish he could have seen me go to and graduate from Uni. So much I wish he could have seen, and so many things I wish I could have talked to him about. I think it's natural when you get older, that you have a better relationship with your grandparents, in the sense that you can have proper conversations with them and appreciate them more - that's certainly been the case with my nanny. I love how close we have become, and I just wish I could have had the same chance to get that with gran and grandad. Maybe we'll get that chance in the next life - I really, really hope so.
I had the weirdest moment earlier, where I just really missed my grandad - I was just in bed, reading my book, and I suddenly remembered how when we visited, we would get fish and chips for dinner (or chish and fips as he would say!). And we were all just so happy to be together and to be eating chish and fips. And I just miss it so much - I miss him so much. I wish he could have seen me go to and graduate from Uni. So much I wish he could have seen, and so many things I wish I could have talked to him about. I think it's natural when you get older, that you have a better relationship with your grandparents, in the sense that you can have proper conversations with them and appreciate them more - that's certainly been the case with my nanny. I love how close we have become, and I just wish I could have had the same chance to get that with gran and grandad. Maybe we'll get that chance in the next life - I really, really hope so.