give me a home...
wur the buffalo roam...but theres no such thing as buffalos....
so here i am in washington...having the time of my life....yeahhhhhh i wanna be home! i wish i was! i have no contact really with anyone besides my obsessive constant texting with shira and giulia and my midnight calls with erik, but time here isnt so bad.
david, my mom called to tell me she saw you today. feel good about yorself.
thanksgiving was fun actuaslly. being diplomats, my granndparents had brazilians, swedes (i think?), and norweigians over. or maybe dutch? fuck iti dont even know i was so wasted hahaha. and being alcoholics, my whole family let me (or didnt really notice) drink to my hearts content. so its always good when you get smashed with your grandfather, go out to chainsmoke with him and talk about how we could both use some fucking POONTANG right now. and at this point, the cousins just didnt make the cut. even the hot ones.
its great when your family knows you do bad stuff. cause godi used to remember how i used to always hafta hide shit, and when i was DYING for a butt but couldnt smoke around parents or whatever, but jesus its so good to have thoase barriers broken.
i was gonna do acid this weekend...but i went away. but then i got to thinking: theres no way id do acid anyways right now even if i were home. 2 reasons. im not in a stable enough psychological state. and 2, that just wouldnt be my thing right now. i would have a bad trip.
im shifting away from drugs, i think. im gonna go to a good college and major in theatre i decided. of course, its only been 5 days and im DYING to get high, but hey, its a start. im gonna go for a week. yay!
so ive been thinking alot lately, and when i have my 8 kids, im going to need names of course. any suggestions? so far i have althea, reuben, holden, calvin, caleb....im stuck on more girls names tho. well my wifey can help with that.
so all in all, this has been a very reflective vacation, which i was going for. doing lots of writing and drawing as well....and playing lots of music which i never do anymore. even if it is corny bossa tunes with my dad and his girl, its fun.
im gonna stop being mean to my brother. like, we have such an amazing relationship thats full of forgiveness, but ive been mean to him my whole fucking life. ever since we were little kids, id provoke the hell out of him to the point of bawling, and nowadays shit has become more physical. like i beat on his ass. thats not fucking cool! what kind of awful person am i? i think the power trip of masculinity has been starting to kick in...i gotta harness myself better. plus, hes starting to fight back/.
i realized: no matter what people say, no matter how chill weedsmoking is, it mkaes people greedy cause of course its a fucking business. like of course it chills people out and makes them happy, but once you become a hardcore pothead, youre always wanting more and you stop sharing and ytou just become an asshole about weed. goddamnit! that shit sucks, but its inevitable. people can say "mi weed es su weed" and it can be partly true...but then one dude starts dealing and fucks the other guy over big time even if they were best friends. fucked up man.
i think i need a drastic change in my life, im not sure what tho.
i saw rent...of course it was fucking incredible...so moving! i liked it better than the stage version. rosario dawson = hot hot sex.
sexiest celebrities of all time:
1. marilyn monroe
2. rosario dawson
3. natalie portman
AHHHHHHHHHHHH SEXXXXXXXXXXXX
life is good, and life is bad. so i guess, life is neutral. id rather have it be either awful or excellent. well fuck it i guess neutral isnt so bad wqhen you think about it. maybe its even leaning a little towards the good side, so id say im in the clear.
my mom called and told me she ate weed brownies before thanksgiving dinner with her friends so shed have the munchies and the food would be that much better. also, she loves getting high. its a good time! like mother, like son. i guess my dads an alkie and smoker (or was at least) and my mom is a pothead (or was at least) and i guess i got both sides in me. yay! but drugs are bad mmmmmmmmkayyyyyyyyyy
well, this concludes the washington post. HAHAHA! GET IT??? THE WASHINGTON LIVEJOURNAL POST! HAHAHAHA THE WASHINGTON POST ITS LIKE THE NEWS PAPER HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW!
so here i am in washington...having the time of my life....yeahhhhhh i wanna be home! i wish i was! i have no contact really with anyone besides my obsessive constant texting with shira and giulia and my midnight calls with erik, but time here isnt so bad.
david, my mom called to tell me she saw you today. feel good about yorself.
thanksgiving was fun actuaslly. being diplomats, my granndparents had brazilians, swedes (i think?), and norweigians over. or maybe dutch? fuck iti dont even know i was so wasted hahaha. and being alcoholics, my whole family let me (or didnt really notice) drink to my hearts content. so its always good when you get smashed with your grandfather, go out to chainsmoke with him and talk about how we could both use some fucking POONTANG right now. and at this point, the cousins just didnt make the cut. even the hot ones.
its great when your family knows you do bad stuff. cause godi used to remember how i used to always hafta hide shit, and when i was DYING for a butt but couldnt smoke around parents or whatever, but jesus its so good to have thoase barriers broken.
i was gonna do acid this weekend...but i went away. but then i got to thinking: theres no way id do acid anyways right now even if i were home. 2 reasons. im not in a stable enough psychological state. and 2, that just wouldnt be my thing right now. i would have a bad trip.
im shifting away from drugs, i think. im gonna go to a good college and major in theatre i decided. of course, its only been 5 days and im DYING to get high, but hey, its a start. im gonna go for a week. yay!
so ive been thinking alot lately, and when i have my 8 kids, im going to need names of course. any suggestions? so far i have althea, reuben, holden, calvin, caleb....im stuck on more girls names tho. well my wifey can help with that.
so all in all, this has been a very reflective vacation, which i was going for. doing lots of writing and drawing as well....and playing lots of music which i never do anymore. even if it is corny bossa tunes with my dad and his girl, its fun.
im gonna stop being mean to my brother. like, we have such an amazing relationship thats full of forgiveness, but ive been mean to him my whole fucking life. ever since we were little kids, id provoke the hell out of him to the point of bawling, and nowadays shit has become more physical. like i beat on his ass. thats not fucking cool! what kind of awful person am i? i think the power trip of masculinity has been starting to kick in...i gotta harness myself better. plus, hes starting to fight back/.
i realized: no matter what people say, no matter how chill weedsmoking is, it mkaes people greedy cause of course its a fucking business. like of course it chills people out and makes them happy, but once you become a hardcore pothead, youre always wanting more and you stop sharing and ytou just become an asshole about weed. goddamnit! that shit sucks, but its inevitable. people can say "mi weed es su weed" and it can be partly true...but then one dude starts dealing and fucks the other guy over big time even if they were best friends. fucked up man.
i think i need a drastic change in my life, im not sure what tho.
i saw rent...of course it was fucking incredible...so moving! i liked it better than the stage version. rosario dawson = hot hot sex.
sexiest celebrities of all time:
1. marilyn monroe
2. rosario dawson
3. natalie portman
AHHHHHHHHHHHH SEXXXXXXXXXXXX
life is good, and life is bad. so i guess, life is neutral. id rather have it be either awful or excellent. well fuck it i guess neutral isnt so bad wqhen you think about it. maybe its even leaning a little towards the good side, so id say im in the clear.
my mom called and told me she ate weed brownies before thanksgiving dinner with her friends so shed have the munchies and the food would be that much better. also, she loves getting high. its a good time! like mother, like son. i guess my dads an alkie and smoker (or was at least) and my mom is a pothead (or was at least) and i guess i got both sides in me. yay! but drugs are bad mmmmmmmmkayyyyyyyyyy
well, this concludes the washington post. HAHAHA! GET IT??? THE WASHINGTON LIVEJOURNAL POST! HAHAHAHA THE WASHINGTON POST ITS LIKE THE NEWS PAPER HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW!