the epitome of a burnt out high scool student with nothing left to do
so, i started my last post with "the worst has happened..." well i was wrong. now the worst has TRULY happened:
i have but one lonely cigarette left.
im still alive tho. (yes! ive gone almost 3 days since i was supposed to kill myself!)
and this was a good weekend. or saturday night was very good. i was well-rested and ready to go. and because i was in such an indifferent mood, i felt like being very nice and generous and showed 3 of my boys to the ill fun time. for awhile at least, my frown was turned upside down. 1 word: doobie snax.
i decided not to take mushrooms. my mental health was at stake. plus theres nothing better than drinking and smoking your troubles away. story of my life. anyways, i had 70 dollars. adlai had 14 that he had to save (of course that shit didnt end up happening haha) and everyone else was broke. so we all went to my house, the ill den, the chill spot bachelor pad, and decided what to do. i also had 2 packs of butts. and a bottle of booze. and the ill connections.
so right now, as your beginning to notice, i was about to give people the hook up. i called my buddy first, who gave us A FREE FAT-SS BAG! that was sick. no money spent yet. then, we got drunk off mah captain's. then, we used my money to buy so much pizza and chips and soda. then we used my money to buy so much pot. keep in mind this is all at 6 at night.
so youve got 4 BOYS...absolutely trashed...blitzed out of our skulls...and we were having an awsome time. until we all got really fucking horny and realized the one thing we forgot to get. FUCK! so of course frantic mode kicks in and the cell phones start dialing. to our dismay, we realized we were about to have the best sausage fest ever. and it was only 8 o clock. so you know, we did our thing, met up with other people, got lots more food delivered, and we were passed the fuck out by midnight. hahahahahaha
so i figured youd want an update on my weekend, just to prove to you that i still know how to have a good time. and it was.
and arent i the sly little bitch! i faked sick this morning so as not to go to my fuckin in school suspension, so im at home, doing nothing and i love it. and this counts as my suspension bitches. im a smart motherfucker.
ohhhh and uhhh you know my prank about fucking with my parents about not telling them im kicked out of seussical? well its very easy to pull off....but ive been thinking....that would be pretty fucked up and mean. so i need advice. do i go thru with it? any ideas are much appreciated.
listen to edith piaf. its a fuckin trip. la vie en rose!
i have but one lonely cigarette left.
im still alive tho. (yes! ive gone almost 3 days since i was supposed to kill myself!)
and this was a good weekend. or saturday night was very good. i was well-rested and ready to go. and because i was in such an indifferent mood, i felt like being very nice and generous and showed 3 of my boys to the ill fun time. for awhile at least, my frown was turned upside down. 1 word: doobie snax.
i decided not to take mushrooms. my mental health was at stake. plus theres nothing better than drinking and smoking your troubles away. story of my life. anyways, i had 70 dollars. adlai had 14 that he had to save (of course that shit didnt end up happening haha) and everyone else was broke. so we all went to my house, the ill den, the chill spot bachelor pad, and decided what to do. i also had 2 packs of butts. and a bottle of booze. and the ill connections.
so right now, as your beginning to notice, i was about to give people the hook up. i called my buddy first, who gave us A FREE FAT-SS BAG! that was sick. no money spent yet. then, we got drunk off mah captain's. then, we used my money to buy so much pizza and chips and soda. then we used my money to buy so much pot. keep in mind this is all at 6 at night.
so youve got 4 BOYS...absolutely trashed...blitzed out of our skulls...and we were having an awsome time. until we all got really fucking horny and realized the one thing we forgot to get. FUCK! so of course frantic mode kicks in and the cell phones start dialing. to our dismay, we realized we were about to have the best sausage fest ever. and it was only 8 o clock. so you know, we did our thing, met up with other people, got lots more food delivered, and we were passed the fuck out by midnight. hahahahahaha
so i figured youd want an update on my weekend, just to prove to you that i still know how to have a good time. and it was.
and arent i the sly little bitch! i faked sick this morning so as not to go to my fuckin in school suspension, so im at home, doing nothing and i love it. and this counts as my suspension bitches. im a smart motherfucker.
ohhhh and uhhh you know my prank about fucking with my parents about not telling them im kicked out of seussical? well its very easy to pull off....but ive been thinking....that would be pretty fucked up and mean. so i need advice. do i go thru with it? any ideas are much appreciated.
listen to edith piaf. its a fuckin trip. la vie en rose!