Jun 05, 2005 17:47
so i woke up at bens house around 2, feelin absolutly fucked! there was an unpleasent smell that floated around the room no doubt left by gus (god bless him) who was sleeping next to me until he had left earlier that morning.
I left bens soon after i woke up, and got home while no one was there. I sighed in relief. I looked in the fridge....pasta!!!! I went to the lounge room, chucked in Star Wars: A New Hope and lied down on the couch realising that this will probably be where i will be spending most of my time in the next 5 weeks. Oh god, do i wish there was a lock on the door. I say this as just while i was wathcing the climax of A new Hope, my parents come into the room. They told me samara (my sister)had said i lost my job. They both stood towering over me, looking down in disapointment. My mum asked why and i told them that it was because Harvey Norman were over staffed and they didnt need me anymore(which was a lie). My dad began to walk out of the room ready to call up my boss at Harvey Norman to ask if this was the truth (he really was going to do this), as he didnt think it was because he knows that all i did was just fail at one more other thing in my life. The screaming and swearing began and now all im left with is a huge headache and a sick feeling in my stomach. Now as i write this post, i realise that everyone has gone out and i have no one to talk to. Im not very good at being by myself anymore. oh great....im on holidays.