month and a half

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so today i decided that i am going to give up all my bad habits for good. i don't want to loss my moms trust again and i've come to realize that it's all stupid and pointless like yeah its seems fun at the time but you just look stupid and it fucks up with your brain. i want to be a good kid. no partying and sneaking out. i can't afford to screw up my future by trying to have unhealthy fun when im young. there are so many other ways for me to have fun without getting alcohol and pot involved. i've been clean for about a month and a half now and i feel amazing. better then i ever have. i just have a whole outlook on life. most of my friends support me and are proud of me. im just not gonna interact with the ones who think im stupid for stopping. im not mentioning his name. i just need to get his extreme ego out of my life.

well i guess i should go make dinner