we're dead in this ghost town
I def. have a new addiction. it is the BAD GIRLS CLUB!!!!!!! omg most amazing show on oxygen ever. i'm def. in love with this show. me and mary decided that the ambers are our favorites and we're gonna get a friendship wedding just like them. it's crazy, these girls are straight up bad ass bitches. i wish i could be like them. like just confront people that i have problems with just not so violently. i really need to find myself a little more this year. like i don't like swears and negativity but i'm just being hypocritical. i don't want to be a hypocrite. i also really just need to find love for myself before i try searching for someone else to love me. i really can not afford to be in a relationship this year. i've been having a tough year both school wise and home wise and a relationship can put both in jeopardy. this whole writing things down really helps me to think about how i really feel. mary definetly understands me i think i have finally confided in someone who can understand and relate to me and can also keep my secrets.
well i guess i should go do my hair.
well i guess i should go do my hair.