to be loved
to be loved brings happiness. but it doesnt make you happy.
i didnt want to hurt him. i did. how could i become that person. i did it though. how come he wants me happy? is he? i hope hes happy. but with "her?" i dont. will i ever? i dont know.
time. is everything about timing? it seems so. i mean what if i stay home for and extra minute? what if i didnt push the snooze button this morning? i dont know. i never will have the answer to that, but timing, its inevitable. you or i can't avoid it. we never will. i wonder though, about the little things. the things that put you there at that very moment stuck where you can't avoid running into that ex-significant other. why?
he wishes me all the happiness in the future. he hopes i meet "him." the man that treats me right. better than i treated him in the end. well mr. perfect, i guess your the bigger man, so to speak. "i hope you find 'her' too." i cant do it. i cant say it. those oh, not so dirty words. but i cant do it yet. i cant say it.
they care about me. he still does. you do now. i hope these things never change. im happy though. so if being loved brings happiness, but doesn't make one happy. why am i so complexly happy?
i see it all to clear. i love you.
i didnt want to hurt him. i did. how could i become that person. i did it though. how come he wants me happy? is he? i hope hes happy. but with "her?" i dont. will i ever? i dont know.
time. is everything about timing? it seems so. i mean what if i stay home for and extra minute? what if i didnt push the snooze button this morning? i dont know. i never will have the answer to that, but timing, its inevitable. you or i can't avoid it. we never will. i wonder though, about the little things. the things that put you there at that very moment stuck where you can't avoid running into that ex-significant other. why?
he wishes me all the happiness in the future. he hopes i meet "him." the man that treats me right. better than i treated him in the end. well mr. perfect, i guess your the bigger man, so to speak. "i hope you find 'her' too." i cant do it. i cant say it. those oh, not so dirty words. but i cant do it yet. i cant say it.
they care about me. he still does. you do now. i hope these things never change. im happy though. so if being loved brings happiness, but doesn't make one happy. why am i so complexly happy?
i see it all to clear. i love you.