thanks...

[hctsnow]

thanks guys...but that didnt help much. i always find mtself in this situation. a friendship gone weird. do you take another step or stand still? i dont know. is it worth risking a friendship. i mean lucas and carrie... they've been friends since kindergarten and never anything more. the same with him and lea. i wonder could that be "us?" a never ending collection of nights we've hung out without hugs, kisses, and cuddles. i dont know.

anyways. i had a lot of fun last night. i think i became a mommy of two. two puppies that is. now matt... i dont know about him. friendship or relationship? i need a line.

"Sometimes the only way is jumping
I hope you're not afraid of heights" < Gavin Degraw. [Meaning]

i dont know though. i am afriad of heights, deathly afraid. like everything else i guess i will give it time.

cory. thanks, you say i made your life happier. wel you did the same for me. like matt, i cant make you any promises either. i realize a lot of things that i didnt realize a week ago. and i know what i feel for you. but once again there's a lot of chances to take. i hate chances. im glad we talked today though.

dale, sheariah>>> please dont give up.

for once im not really sorry for anything. im sure i just said something i will be sorry for but, for now im not...

later G's