Good Morning Sunshine
Yup. Im up early. Cant get back 2 sleep. I Slept on some of the thoughts that were bothering me. But still thinking alot. Umm...Not sure what the plans are 4 today. I might either go 2 Dianas 4 her lil bro's bday party or hang with Jamie. I really have nothing 2 say. Im screwing alot of friendships and other things up. Lets see with Joe...me and him argue constantly its quite funny. But were pissed at each other n not talking. I bet Anthony is mad at me. But he needs 2 stop calling my cell. Last night after I got dropped off he must of called my cell phone over 30 times. When we were bowling he called my cell like 50 times. Its annoying. Im hopin Sam aint mad at me. Cuz I wasnt able 2 talk to her yesterday. Then ya'll know about the whole mike thing. So yeah. Im so great arent I. Other then that shit everything is going ok. I dont feel good. :( I feel like crap. I feel like crap 4 everything. But it will pass. It has 2. It cant last for more then a couple days...can it? Ugh I hope not. Just have lots of thinkin 2 do! anyways. Tomorro I have school...BLAH... then Tuesday Ill be missing school...I gotta go 2 the dentist...:(...then Wednesday I have school...but thursady n friday I have off...Woohoo!....I dont know what the 4 day weekend will bring. Im praying 4 something good. I need 2 get my shit together as in my self...my act together. Tonight will probly suck. Cuz if I go by Dianas Ill be stuck with lil 8 yr olds. And if I hang with Jamie...Franklin will get pissed about the whole anthony thing...and I know they'll bring up last night. So i dont know. Monday and Tuesday I have cheerleading pract...Wednesday is our 1st boys basketball game @ Washington township. Go Oilers!
I was talkin with a friend last night and we were talking about ..How you wish things were like the movies...when you fuck up and then the guy gets pissed at you...and then he shows up somewhere you are and realizes hes wrong and is sorry and everything goes great frm then on...that would be the best ever! so yeah.
Wow I cant believe its almost thanksgiving. Christmas is comming soon. I <3 Christmas time. :D...Its the best. Theres just something about it. And then New Years is comming. Oh yeah. I wanna do something on new years tho! Ima call up Jamie and we'll plan something!! And After new years its Valentines day! Aww Vday is so cute...Ah well I hope all goes well.
Im gunna go now. Thnks 2 all my friends who are there 4 me when Im down. I heart you all. Especially my Jamie!!! Your the bestest ever. me me love you!
xoxo