Things go up and then down. Im a screw up!
Hmm well today started off going 2 the grocery store. But later on Mike and Lance and them came out and we went bowling.
Well I thought everything with me and lebeau were going good. At the bowling alley i guess he tried to grab me to like sit me on his lap and I thought he was messin around like pushing me so I like kicked him. And I guess he got all mad. He wont even talk 2 me. I tried talking to him. I apologized. I didnt fuckin know what he was doing. But nothing helped. I guess hes" done trying" :'( and theres nothing i can do about it either. I guess earlier online he told jamie that 2day was my last chance to prove I liked him and shit. Well I was until all this shit happened. Im not very happy now. I really like him. But it doesnt matter. I WISH I can do something but nothing will change his mind. Mike if your reading this Im sorry and I know your done and I know you dont care so yeah sorry. I kinda felt like crying in the car...I guess ill probly never talk or see lebeau...even if I did i dont think i would hang out with them. I just might screw up.
Im leaving.
Well I thought everything with me and lebeau were going good. At the bowling alley i guess he tried to grab me to like sit me on his lap and I thought he was messin around like pushing me so I like kicked him. And I guess he got all mad. He wont even talk 2 me. I tried talking to him. I apologized. I didnt fuckin know what he was doing. But nothing helped. I guess hes" done trying" :'( and theres nothing i can do about it either. I guess earlier online he told jamie that 2day was my last chance to prove I liked him and shit. Well I was until all this shit happened. Im not very happy now. I really like him. But it doesnt matter. I WISH I can do something but nothing will change his mind. Mike if your reading this Im sorry and I know your done and I know you dont care so yeah sorry. I kinda felt like crying in the car...I guess ill probly never talk or see lebeau...even if I did i dont think i would hang out with them. I just might screw up.
Im leaving.