today was good. i'm glad things are starting to look better. Matt & i talked today. i love that kid he makes me laugh ( : last night i talked to Chewey till 4AM about everything going on in my life. he said he cares about how i feel & stuff like that. i'm glad i have him in my life. he makes me happy (: he's a great friend & i cant wait to see him ( Read more... )

so i have decided to keep this journal public...i have created another one to keep private/friends only..

www.livejournal.com/users/infected_toe

go check it out ( :

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yeah it is definitely 7:13 in the morning when i am writing this. the only reason for it is because Shawn text messaged me around 6:15 telling me to get up. so i did. stupid stupid stupid. i am way tired now. he asked me if i wanted to go out to breakfast with him so i said sure. why the fuck not? he already woke me up, he should at least do ( Read more... )

sorry about not updating in like...ever...i have just been busy. finals, scheduling, just making sure everything works out right. it's a lot to handle these past few months. i am officially a SENIOR in high school! which kinda makes things a little scary. it's time to straighten up & fly right or there will be no graduation next year. i really ( Read more... )

one month today for Chad...ugh...........

today didn't go so well either...IM me if you feel like talking about it

♥ AshRae ):

re·jec·tion(r-jkshn)
n.
1) The act of rejecting or the state of being rejected.
2) Something rejected.

yeah rejection sucks ass ) : i guess i'll learn to deal..

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btw, everything is now FRIENDS ONLY!

when i say that I MEAN IT

i dont want ANYONE & I MEAN ANYONE going around saying what i write in here, it's just not cool...

comment to be add fuckers (:

i have come to the decision that i am only going to use this to tell people how my day went, not to express my feelings. after today, i dont think i am going to tell anyone what is going on in my life. everything i have ever said or done in the past 2 months have been used against me & i hate it. this is my journal! i dont want people saying what i ( Read more... )