It's Fun To Tell The Truth
Okay so I think I've made some huge strides in my little plan of saying what I felt instead of putting on a little show for everyone. First off I don't know a lot of people who deserve me making that much effort and it's not fair to me or them so the problem has been acknowledged. I'm not like a systematic liar but I just feel like I need to put on an act for people so they'll like me. I can remember in 6th grade when the girls would always tell me what to do so they would like me. Well this goes out to all girls in 6th grade, I DON'T WANT TO DATE YOU! NOT TODAY, NOT EVER!
That being said, as eerie as it was, I went to The Library tonight and did some homework, read a very sappy love story I got at the library and did some writing which proved very helpful. This journal I have started out as just an assignment from ENGL 102 but it's turned into so much more. It's really helpful in realizing what's bothering me or how to fix something. I would just like to say that even though my writing is horrendous, this stupid pad of paper has lead to some helpful realizations. I wrote about some feelings I had about my sappy love book, it was a really good story and gives you a carpe diem kind of attitude. I also did an exercise I haven't done since I went to ASU which was writing letters to anyone that I had on my mind. I thought I would post those on here but then decided that wouldn't be the best of ideas. I'll just sum them up for anyone I wrote to, I love you, I wish you would shower more, and that color doesn't go with your skin tone.
One thing that did come up in my little journal (what the hell!? I'm turning into Doug Funny!) was that I have some unresolved shit that I need to get off my chest concerning a certain Danny I know. I'll leave it up to you all to guess which Danny it is and I can tell you now it's not the one you think! Anyway I think once I do that I'll feel better. Or once I eat two consecutive meals in less than a 24 hour period. Well I'm off to do something while I wait for Danny to call me. Try as he might he can't get off the chain by waiting really late and then me being asleep. I've got another cup of coffee that says I'm ready for him!
Encuentro tan una raz
That being said, as eerie as it was, I went to The Library tonight and did some homework, read a very sappy love story I got at the library and did some writing which proved very helpful. This journal I have started out as just an assignment from ENGL 102 but it's turned into so much more. It's really helpful in realizing what's bothering me or how to fix something. I would just like to say that even though my writing is horrendous, this stupid pad of paper has lead to some helpful realizations. I wrote about some feelings I had about my sappy love book, it was a really good story and gives you a carpe diem kind of attitude. I also did an exercise I haven't done since I went to ASU which was writing letters to anyone that I had on my mind. I thought I would post those on here but then decided that wouldn't be the best of ideas. I'll just sum them up for anyone I wrote to, I love you, I wish you would shower more, and that color doesn't go with your skin tone.
One thing that did come up in my little journal (what the hell!? I'm turning into Doug Funny!) was that I have some unresolved shit that I need to get off my chest concerning a certain Danny I know. I'll leave it up to you all to guess which Danny it is and I can tell you now it's not the one you think! Anyway I think once I do that I'll feel better. Or once I eat two consecutive meals in less than a 24 hour period. Well I'm off to do something while I wait for Danny to call me. Try as he might he can't get off the chain by waiting really late and then me being asleep. I've got another cup of coffee that says I'm ready for him!
Encuentro tan una raz