Sep 30, 2004 23:49
Well I am aware that I bring it all on myself but as usual I am extremely stressed out. This week has shown me very well that there is only so much time in the day and I'm going to have to become a lot more efficient with time management shizz. That's a dorky thing to say but it's proving to be very true especially when I'm bolting from class to class and work and other nonsense. Who the fuck is a double major? That's ridiculous! I think I'll have a lot of the bugs worked out by next week when I get into a groove with this whole thing.
As for me embarrassing myself yesterday, meh. I'm over it. I said how I felt and all you can do is be honest and hope that you don't get bludgeoned. I know what I wished would happen but it's not gonna, but they way things are fit perfectly into the second best thing scenario.
Last night I had one of my usual awkward vomit queasy kiss dreams and it was really weird because......let's just say I awoke confused and with several Sinatra tunes buzzing in and out of my head. Don't worry, nothing dirty, just some little tid bits for thought. Hopefully that was an awkward conclusion to an even more awkward thing.
Good Night Ninitos