Thoughts
Ya know, sometimes I can be really pathetic. Sometimes I realize I dont know myself all that well, and the scripture, the flesh is weak, the Spirit is willing, repeats itself loudly in my ears. The Lord is ever merciful, kind and loving, yet disciplines his children. I love Him so much, and let him down too often. I adore him and would lay my life at his feet... but when I fall flat on my face I wonder why he offers to hand to help me up, while others would walk by. There is something about Him, as God that is beyond my capability to grasp. This, I tell myself is why I fall, b/c I cannot see Him all the time or feel his presence there with me. Tell me if thats a pathetic faith? He has grown me, but there is much refining to do. My thoughts and my mind are but nothing, meaningless more often than not. I know he looks down and sees me now, with me now, living in me, and to think the things I do. My God, the mercy.
I want something and I cant have it. I'm like a little kid. I'm spoiled with all I have, all the things, even all the people. Forgive me for taking any of you for granted. I can be so quick to speak sometimes. And this something that brought all of this on, none of you caused. IT was only me, and my stupidity.
For those of you who care at all, my new job is just fine. Im getting used to waking up early, and tomorrow I move over to Hamlin, into a new room for the spring/summer.
Softball has started, and its good times already. Coulpe scrapes...ah like the good old days.
Life is good, His mercy endures forever.
Love mercy... -Micah 6:8
Random thoughts done.
Love you all,
-TLH
I want something and I cant have it. I'm like a little kid. I'm spoiled with all I have, all the things, even all the people. Forgive me for taking any of you for granted. I can be so quick to speak sometimes. And this something that brought all of this on, none of you caused. IT was only me, and my stupidity.
For those of you who care at all, my new job is just fine. Im getting used to waking up early, and tomorrow I move over to Hamlin, into a new room for the spring/summer.
Softball has started, and its good times already. Coulpe scrapes...ah like the good old days.
Life is good, His mercy endures forever.
Love mercy... -Micah 6:8
Random thoughts done.
Love you all,
-TLH