Apr 22, 2004 01:41
So its been about a month since my life went from good till when it began its downward spin. A month. Its been so much, yet its gone by so fast. Thank god it hasnt felt like it has dragged on the entire time... still just alot to process.
I just fucken realized I left my mini USB drive at school, in the classroom where my digital arts class is. Fucken sucks cause that thing wasnt cheap, plus it has literaly all of my homework on it for my digital arts class. God damnit. I better be able to find it there.
My emotions are so weird lately- I guess I am not used to processing this much crap. One minute I feel like barfing, the next just shutting up, another time I feel like moving on, another just cold, void of emotion and just excist.
Meh I feel so unstable..lol... I hate this side of me that has shown up over the past month... its so... unstable and weird and so not me, yet it is me.