dinner was bad...
So yeah.. it wasnt too great. Where my mom started off talking slightly to me today, at Grandmas she was ignoring me all the time. I didn't want my grandmother really noticeing so instead of trying to talk to her, I just kept to my own convos I started with my grandma and out of the ones she had with my mom... meh.
I really need to find a way to move out. I'm looking at places that could be affordable with two or three others. The next thing is to find people who would be up for it. Michelle would, I know.. that'd be pretty cool, just gotta find like two others. Shit here at home is just too bad- I dont know what it is, or why, but my mother is taking my coming out pretty shitty. Someone said it is cause she now knows I am no longer her little boy.? meh it made sense at the time. .now I dunno.
I'm so tired lately- everything is so exhausting... mech. I've never had to deal with so much shit in such a short period. It just isnt getting any better except for another date on Friday. Cheap beach time I think.
Guess michelle and I arent going to club Ozz again..heh.
I really need to find a way to move out. I'm looking at places that could be affordable with two or three others. The next thing is to find people who would be up for it. Michelle would, I know.. that'd be pretty cool, just gotta find like two others. Shit here at home is just too bad- I dont know what it is, or why, but my mother is taking my coming out pretty shitty. Someone said it is cause she now knows I am no longer her little boy.? meh it made sense at the time. .now I dunno.
I'm so tired lately- everything is so exhausting... mech. I've never had to deal with so much shit in such a short period. It just isnt getting any better except for another date on Friday. Cheap beach time I think.
Guess michelle and I arent going to club Ozz again..heh.