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We talked things out, we agreed we both need to contribute a little more and we each need to work on doing our part. So far things seem better i only hope they keep going up. I finished my history and english paper so im glad that weight has been taken off my shoulders.
I need to change my room set up i dont like it anymore it just isnt working !! I need to do my dishes, need to go to publix and pick up some chicken breasts, milk and and sandwhich bread. Im debating on whether im gonna go get those things today or tomorrow, tough decisions tough decisions, tonight im supposed to go over to justins dorm when he gets back maybe play cards or dominos or just talk some more, i guess thats something tough about 3+yrs lol trying to start a conversation, like once its started its not a problem its just getting there lol Sometimes i think im to dependent on him but i feel as though i cant help it, hes like the only thing i have up here cuz everyone else is in miami or new york. I know he doesnt fully understand why i miss him so much because he has his step up buddies so he doesnt know how sad and depressing it is for me to sit here in my dorm starring at my desktop as the time ticks by and i stare at my phone hoping for a call from him. He truly does light up my life. Hopefully things get bettter because my body cant take me being an emotional wreck, the only good thing that comes out of a good cry is a good nights sleep, its like while you were crying you just let out all ur stress and problems and your body is just able to sleep so much better afterwards.
I dont know what im gonna make for dinner today...........maybe hotdogs cuz i dont feel like cooking cooking. Well thats all for now
I love Justin
I miss Carlos
I miss my twin
I miss kristy the ref, katherine and bubbles lol
I need to change my room set up i dont like it anymore it just isnt working !! I need to do my dishes, need to go to publix and pick up some chicken breasts, milk and and sandwhich bread. Im debating on whether im gonna go get those things today or tomorrow, tough decisions tough decisions, tonight im supposed to go over to justins dorm when he gets back maybe play cards or dominos or just talk some more, i guess thats something tough about 3+yrs lol trying to start a conversation, like once its started its not a problem its just getting there lol Sometimes i think im to dependent on him but i feel as though i cant help it, hes like the only thing i have up here cuz everyone else is in miami or new york. I know he doesnt fully understand why i miss him so much because he has his step up buddies so he doesnt know how sad and depressing it is for me to sit here in my dorm starring at my desktop as the time ticks by and i stare at my phone hoping for a call from him. He truly does light up my life. Hopefully things get bettter because my body cant take me being an emotional wreck, the only good thing that comes out of a good cry is a good nights sleep, its like while you were crying you just let out all ur stress and problems and your body is just able to sleep so much better afterwards.
I dont know what im gonna make for dinner today...........maybe hotdogs cuz i dont feel like cooking cooking. Well thats all for now
I love Justin
I miss Carlos
I miss my twin
I miss kristy the ref, katherine and bubbles lol