i want it to stop
I cant stop thinking about it !! I dont like her, i dont trust her, theres no real solid reason behind it other then just what i feel when im around her!! What tears me up even more is the fact that she always with him cuz of the program, always there, stopping by or w/e !! I dsont trust her i wish i could stop her from being anywhere near him! He doesnt see it though, of course he doesnt, he doesnt understand why i dont like her, why i fear what she will do and why i just cant stand her. Shes capable of doing bad things but he cant see that, i know that my feelings are right!! I never get strong feelings like this never and yet everytime shes around i cant help but just burn up inside with furry!! He doesnt understand, why cant he see it,why cant he see my fear, he doesnt know how girls are how they work, i dont like her i dont !!
This whole college thing has got my head spinning in circles, not so much the school part but the social part!! he asked me a question today, he asked "why is it that i go crazy when i dont see him?" why ask that..... why, i mean isnt the answer obvious, shouldnt it be, hes my world my everything. Thats something that ive realized being up here is that i cant live without him, but heres the question "Is that a bad thing?" Is it wrong that my world depends on him so much????
Im so confused so just lost............everything is moving so fast around me and i feel as though i cant stop it, i just dont understand it, i dont get it, they dont like me?? or are they jealous?? and so to please them will you just hide me away?? will you go out with them and have fun with them leaving me locked in a room because they dont liek me, or their jealous!! I dont understand i dont understand!!
I had a complete break down today and it was set off by the most random thing too, i just lost it, i cryed so hard because life is just confusing the hell out of me, life has put me in this giant maze and i cant get out, my emotions are going crazy and i cant stand it!! I wish i could stop i know you want me to be like you, to speak up about my problems to tell you whats wrong but i just cant do it as quickly as you can, i know you hate drilling it out of me but thats the only way !! You dont understand my position because im alone except for you, you have nothing to fear.
I dont understand, i wish it would all end i wish she would be gone, i wish things would be how they used to....................i dont understand
This whole college thing has got my head spinning in circles, not so much the school part but the social part!! he asked me a question today, he asked "why is it that i go crazy when i dont see him?" why ask that..... why, i mean isnt the answer obvious, shouldnt it be, hes my world my everything. Thats something that ive realized being up here is that i cant live without him, but heres the question "Is that a bad thing?" Is it wrong that my world depends on him so much????
Im so confused so just lost............everything is moving so fast around me and i feel as though i cant stop it, i just dont understand it, i dont get it, they dont like me?? or are they jealous?? and so to please them will you just hide me away?? will you go out with them and have fun with them leaving me locked in a room because they dont liek me, or their jealous!! I dont understand i dont understand!!
I had a complete break down today and it was set off by the most random thing too, i just lost it, i cryed so hard because life is just confusing the hell out of me, life has put me in this giant maze and i cant get out, my emotions are going crazy and i cant stand it!! I wish i could stop i know you want me to be like you, to speak up about my problems to tell you whats wrong but i just cant do it as quickly as you can, i know you hate drilling it out of me but thats the only way !! You dont understand my position because im alone except for you, you have nothing to fear.
I dont understand, i wish it would all end i wish she would be gone, i wish things would be how they used to....................i dont understand