thought of the day...

[hazeleyedreamer]

heres a thought for all of u deep thinkers out there....PEOPLE WHO SAY UR FRIENDS, OR SAY U R STILL FRIENDS AFTER SUMTHING HAPPENS....BUT THEY PROVE THEMSELVES TOOOOOOTALLY WRONG! why yes, i do kno people like that! thank u for asking u polite dear! it is upsetting, and under those circumstances we are forced to move on, but r we really forced to

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Re: heh...

[hazeleyedreamer]

my first reaction when i read this wuz 2 get a little upset, and i could've commented baq 2 u at that moment, we'd probably never speak again, but after re-reading ur comment and reflecting on it, i see things from ur perspective. i don't think im always right or that im superior 2 anyone, but i do have my opinions and i stand by them, as should everyone. if that makes it seem as though i think im better than anyone, so be it...but my intention is not 2 push myself up y bringing others down. if i give off a vibe that im sure of myself, its becuz i am. its called confidence. its not an issue w/ me, but again, its not that im trying 2 pretend that im better than anyone becuz i kno im not. i get self-concious 2, more than people might realize. 2 be perfectly honest, i don't care wut people say or think of me becuz at the end of the day i haffta be happy w/ myself and deal w/ my imperfections alone, but im the only one who has 2 be comfortable in my own skin. if u felt as if i wuz referring 2 u throughout this whole thing, im letting u kno that i thought about u a few times while writing it but it wasn't u specifically. its a generalization. i g2g...but i'll finish later....thanx for commenting.

Re: heh...

[hazeleyedreamer]

but as i wuz saying be4, im sorry if i've given u the wrong impression of myself becuz my intentions are exactly the opposite. about wut people say about me, do u ever really listen 2 wut people say? they talk a lot of crap anyway. u've always seemed the kind of person 2 make up ur own mind and ignore wut others say...u kno...go against the grain. so y should u mention wut others say? y, or how, is it relevant? its not so much that i feel betrayed but i wuz dismayed that u told me, "u still got a best friend in me", and we talked the next day and things were str-8. i've barely heard from u after that. i tried 2 im u once 2 ask u a question and u completely blew me off w/o a thought, though i'd done nuthing 2 upset u (that i kno of). so i've never tried sustaining a friendship for that very reason. sumtimes i feel as if u want nuthing 2 do w/ me, so i grant ur wish and avoid u. i don't think im the shit or anything of the sort and i don't think im the leader of anything. possibly ur referring 2 my comments on that my friends come 2 me for advice and for me 2 plan shit, but i dont think im a leader. if ur referring 2 that, i wuz stating truth. i prefer not 2 lead. and like i said, its not that i disagree w/ everything, but i do have my opinions and if they don't match sum1 elses, 2 bad! im not going 2 agree w/ them for the hell of agreeing. difference makes the world go 'round. u shouldn't have let this push u away. y didn't u ever tell me any of this? if u woulda, maybe i would've thought about it and i woulda tried 2 chill out and maybe we'd be better friends than we are now. maybe wut makes me seem as if i think im superior is the fact that i speak my mind and tell people when i think they're wrong. i just want u 2 realize im nuthing like the person u described, and if u want to continue thinking that, thats fine, but i had 2 say sumthing, so i did. and no, i don't have ur home number any longer. since u have little time 2 call anyone, u can call me on my cell whenever u do have time and then i'll have ur number and i can add it 2 my cell. i deleted it becuz after we talked that one time and u never called baq, i figured i wouldn't be needing it again. so thanx for commenting and for ur opinion and for giving me a good reason to say all the things that had gone unsaid.

Re: heh...

[thewrechidsun]

anytime. look, how about i call u and talk to you about this topic.