Wedding party re-cap
So the wedding party was a huge blast! I had sooo much fun. There was a live band and everyone got up to sing, my brother played guitar and it was awesome. We had so much food and a hundred + people came. We had sparklers, fried dough, dancing and after midnight a big group of us went skinny dipping. The water was so warm it felt like a bath, with all the stars out it was so beautiful.
The only downer? Oh yeah, not a single NH friend came. Way to go guys. Nice to see just how much I mean to you. It was great cause, you know, I get to see you all the time now since I've moved. At least I got a plausable excuse from two of you, but two more I never even heard from. So I guess I should have known that it would be like this. I was always the one putting effort into our relationships, going to your house, calling you, practicly pulling teeth to get people together ....and this was my wedding party. And what? You want me to call you? Go to your wedding? Drive three hours to see you when not single one of you can even bother call me and say you couldn't come? Like I don't feel like a huge ass telling people that I can't wait for them to meet my friends, like I don't feel jaded and stupid waiting all night for you to show up or at least call. Well you know what? You all made it pretty clear that despite all your talk I obviously don't mean shit to you. But that's ok, that's cool cause guess what? I don't live there anymore. And none of you ever even bothered to find out where I do live now. So don't worry about it, you won't have to ever see my dissapointed face and have to feel guilty. I tried to make this work but you all made it crystal clear that I shouldn't have even bothered.
The only downer? Oh yeah, not a single NH friend came. Way to go guys. Nice to see just how much I mean to you. It was great cause, you know, I get to see you all the time now since I've moved. At least I got a plausable excuse from two of you, but two more I never even heard from. So I guess I should have known that it would be like this. I was always the one putting effort into our relationships, going to your house, calling you, practicly pulling teeth to get people together ....and this was my wedding party. And what? You want me to call you? Go to your wedding? Drive three hours to see you when not single one of you can even bother call me and say you couldn't come? Like I don't feel like a huge ass telling people that I can't wait for them to meet my friends, like I don't feel jaded and stupid waiting all night for you to show up or at least call. Well you know what? You all made it pretty clear that despite all your talk I obviously don't mean shit to you. But that's ok, that's cool cause guess what? I don't live there anymore. And none of you ever even bothered to find out where I do live now. So don't worry about it, you won't have to ever see my dissapointed face and have to feel guilty. I tried to make this work but you all made it crystal clear that I shouldn't have even bothered.