Can't Sleep...

[hayp]

It's so late, and I have to wake up in like 2 hours to get all my shit together to drive from UNC to Gainesville, but I just can't sleep...

So here I am, at UNC... I had such a great time.  I love all of Alyssa's friends and completely understand why she's so happy all the time=)  Love you! Tonight was especially awesome at Avalon: Josh, Alyssa,

Comments

[supergreatdude]

optimism really is a crazy thing... and very hard to come by these days.. but you can learn to be optimistic. hell, ive taught you a lot about optimism in the past. i hope alyssa's inspiration helps. but as quickly as u can learn to be optimistic, it can fade.. you have to nurture and care for it, it needs constant support, otherwise it can and will die. and then its even harder to get it back. but i have faith in you hay.

[supergreatdude]

i really didnt mean for that post to sound so dire. lol

[sheeparemysoul]

well i am glad you enjoyed your break... i missed talking to you late at night, but found other means of communicating with other people. i know how you feel regarding the hatred thing... all throughout high school different people hated me for no reason other than i took the guy they had a crush on or i just looked at them... and for some reason i dont understand why someone would hate like that, and how someone can have serious hatred for no damn reason...but anyways i miised you and hope i can get up there in april... i am not going to camp this summer...for they wont take me for one session... and i can only go one session...sucks how things turn out, but im going to israel, gonna be in school, maybe go somewhere in europe after my israel trip and i have a friend, andrew who wants to take a road trip around the u.s.

[lintmagnet]

Optimism? Ah, such a foreign concept!

I don't know if I've ever really hated someone. Sometimes I feel like I do hate certain people, because thinking about them incites such an awful reaction and it lingers for a long tme. But then again, that could just be me being stupid and harboring resentment for things that already happened and can't be changed. I don't know what I'm talking about. AHHH

[anonymous]

possibly, part of optimism is fearlessness in the face of looking stupid.

avalon was great, you were great, it was great to be there. i will see you soon and talk to you sooner.

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