Nov 06, 2004 22:34
Where do I begin? Lets go from that kinda crappy to the wonderful and onto the amazing!
Well... the new job kinda sucks... you slice meat all day and deal with assholes... but its a job... I may not need it anymore from what I understand... I'll get into that later...
My x girlfriend and I are still on bad terms, I went with her to the latest doctors appointment and it was funny cause I made a joke to the nurses about her being a bitch and they all laughed and said they hated her cause she was always pissy... and its true she is!! She doesnt know if she wants me in the delivery room still but as long as I can be there... and maybe get a chance to hold the baby before they take her away and all... that would be really great. But just because Im ok with it all doesnt change the fact that my x is still a bitch... lol
My girlfriend I have now is amazing!! She hasnt had the worlds greatest life but who has?? She actually opened up and told me some things... Some of what she said was the hardest thing I have ever had to hear next to hearing my mother had died... she is so sweet and caring and beautiful and I am soooooo happy that it isnt even funny! I've spent the past few nights falling asleep with her on the couch during a movie. Just holding her. And it goes to show you that even the most simple thing in the world can mean so much to someone! Needless to say, I found someone who really makes me smile and that I would be more the happy to stay with for a long time to come!
They always say to save the best for last... who ever they are... but... anyway... we have a few shows lined up, and the word just came back.... Arista Records have just sent the papers in and the band will be offically opening for Slayer, Alice Cooper, Mudvain and GodSmack!!!!!! We are signing the papers on monday or tuesday and we leave this coming saturday for Ohio and on from there!!!! Also, we may be opening for the Pantera reunion tour! We are gonna be playing for ppl anywhere from 15,000 to 25,000 and from what our new manager says... the money... its really really good!!!
Arista, Atlantic, and Virgin Records have all contacted us and said that they will be at the shows and have shown a big interest in what they've heard!
I always said it, but didnt know if it would come true... and yet here we are... and its only gonna get better from here on out...
- Hayden