Before the year ends..be happy!

Dec 27, 2020 17:11

I dont know when does it started, but out of sudden, i just feel like i wanna get to know him.


It wasnt like i was attracted to his look, but through him personalities, i think he got his own charms.

So i went down to the Facebook hole and found his account, unfortunately we didnt have any mutual friends and also he has set his profile to be added only by mutual friends.

I have no choice but to msg him to send a friend request.

At this stage, since we're only interacting virtually for work related as we all working from home, so i've never met him in real life.

My ice-breaker was: "Salam, is that you? hahaha..check dulu, takut salah org je ni."

And then he teased me: "Sape yer??Ahaha cuak tak? xxx la nie. Nk add ke?"

I replied "A'ah..would you be the honor to be the first person i add from the company."

However, he rejected me!! *breaks*

He said that i should add our other colleague first to avoid misunderstanding amongs the colleagues.

And then he asked me: "Mne u dpt profile i?"

LOL, of course i stalked you, duhhh!! haha XD

But i just leave him hanging and pretend that im not interested to continue the conversation anymore.

I mean, come on, why do we need other's validation for our own life. *shrugs*

After half an hour, i saw a friend request coming.

IT WAS FROM HIM!! lol

I supposed that he might feel bad bcs he put a condition before adding him.

However, i didnt approve right away.

Somehow i followed his request, so i add our other colleague first and then only approved his.And then i told him that "I dont usually add a married man (i was referring to our colleague)" , to which he replies:
"Add jer
U bkn nk add crik calon
Add as company mate kan
Hehe"
My heart stops. O__O

How..did...he..know...my intention. lol

In summary, i think he's kinda blunt guy. *sigh*

TBH, i really dont know what to expect at this stage.

I havent ask him about his current status, whether he's looking or not.

Probably im just gonna give him some time.

But i'll definietly ask him before the year ends.

However, i try to keep reminding myself that if i ever got rejected, its just a bad day, not a bad life. *cries profusely*

Wish me luck!

Allahu musta'an.

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