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What is it with me? Why do I always wind up screwing things up and sending the wrong signals? I feel awful for what I've done. I am always coming *this* close to ruining everything. However, on the bright side, I did find out that I can beat my head into the wall, and it doesn't hurt and allows me some relief of stress.
I tried talking to a friend about relationships...didn't work. He felt the same way I did, but those kinds of things really keep you from wanting to talk to anyone. Oh well...I'll just throw together a private entry or something.
I hate making other people feel bad...probably because I don't like them being upset with me. I'm very selfish when it comes to those things. I'm also selfish and self-pitying with my feelings, as you can tell from my entries. The thing is...I don't really care about myself that much anyway.
I think I'm going to finish the rest of this off in a private entry. Whee. So long.
I'm really not even in that bad a mood anymore...
I tried talking to a friend about relationships...didn't work. He felt the same way I did, but those kinds of things really keep you from wanting to talk to anyone. Oh well...I'll just throw together a private entry or something.
I hate making other people feel bad...probably because I don't like them being upset with me. I'm very selfish when it comes to those things. I'm also selfish and self-pitying with my feelings, as you can tell from my entries. The thing is...I don't really care about myself that much anyway.
I think I'm going to finish the rest of this off in a private entry. Whee. So long.
I'm really not even in that bad a mood anymore...