Another day, another dollar.......
Today went pretty much as usual, I went to work, dealt with some incredibly annoying and frustrating problems and queries and then went home.
My manager asked what was wrong with me, because I now look very despondent all the time and am no longer my chirpy self..... I felt like saying "looks like the job has finally got to me". I don't feel like I could say that to my manager though, because he was very instrumental in getting me working there, so I kinda owe him one.
I feel very down at the moment for several reasons a)I do not seem to be enjoying my job b)I don't really see any of my friends on a frequent basis, c)I'm not to keen on some of the people I have to sit next to at work. I'd say this job is as bad as the Tech support call centre job I had several years back, the only difference being is that I don't have my friend Robson to mess around with while at work.
Back in the Nottingham/Call centre days, me and Robson lived next door to each other, worked on the same shift, and had friends and family based in Lincoln, so we had a lot in common aside from having similair interests and senses of humour.
Donna is on a late shift tonight, and has been told that her team leader (who is currently on honeymoon) has left. All sounds very strange to me....
I've spent most of the night moping around the house. I just feel too nackered and depressed to do anything, though I might try and get a bit further in burnout 2 which I have just started playing on my X-box.
I don't know whats wrong, I think I was pinning my hopes on work being better when I returned from my weeks summer holiday in August, however this was not the case. I just find it incredibly frustrating and boring.
Another stress in my life, is me and donna remortgaging our house, as our current mortgage deal finishes at the end of the month. The problem is, is that by signing the mortgage deeds, I am signing my life away for the next two years, which is kinda scary, especially taking into account my work situation.
This is crap... I gotta get out of this hole, life has got to have more to offer than this :( :(
Aaah one last thing, food shopping arrived today - tesco delivery - whoo - at least I don't need to go to tesco anymore.
My manager asked what was wrong with me, because I now look very despondent all the time and am no longer my chirpy self..... I felt like saying "looks like the job has finally got to me". I don't feel like I could say that to my manager though, because he was very instrumental in getting me working there, so I kinda owe him one.
I feel very down at the moment for several reasons a)I do not seem to be enjoying my job b)I don't really see any of my friends on a frequent basis, c)I'm not to keen on some of the people I have to sit next to at work. I'd say this job is as bad as the Tech support call centre job I had several years back, the only difference being is that I don't have my friend Robson to mess around with while at work.
Back in the Nottingham/Call centre days, me and Robson lived next door to each other, worked on the same shift, and had friends and family based in Lincoln, so we had a lot in common aside from having similair interests and senses of humour.
Donna is on a late shift tonight, and has been told that her team leader (who is currently on honeymoon) has left. All sounds very strange to me....
I've spent most of the night moping around the house. I just feel too nackered and depressed to do anything, though I might try and get a bit further in burnout 2 which I have just started playing on my X-box.
I don't know whats wrong, I think I was pinning my hopes on work being better when I returned from my weeks summer holiday in August, however this was not the case. I just find it incredibly frustrating and boring.
Another stress in my life, is me and donna remortgaging our house, as our current mortgage deal finishes at the end of the month. The problem is, is that by signing the mortgage deeds, I am signing my life away for the next two years, which is kinda scary, especially taking into account my work situation.
This is crap... I gotta get out of this hole, life has got to have more to offer than this :( :(
Aaah one last thing, food shopping arrived today - tesco delivery - whoo - at least I don't need to go to tesco anymore.