Recovery is going well. It's been almost a full week since my surgery and I just got home from our family Valentine's Day dinner. I underestimated how serious surgery/recovery is, I expected to be much better than I am by now, like completely healed. LOL Delusions. It might be up to three weeks to a month from how things have been going until I can ( Read more... )

i'm really going through a rough time you guys :[

How bad?

I had to go to the bathroom to cry during Honors Chem.

Fuck today.

And none of my friends hugged me today...

again

Fuck today.

My aunt's cancer is back...for about the fifth time. She's had breast cancer for practically thirteen years or something like that and this is her second round of the damn thing coming back for the fifth time. She's been so strong all these years and we all know she'll come out just fine again, but in these times I ask you where is your God? I'm ( Read more... )

no idea what to do these days...

*continues to dig deeper hole*

any help that comes my way isn't good enough so i punch it in the face.

I'd say help me, but it wouldn't matter :/

Hold me?

When the Hell did I start thinking my dad could understand my feelings? No idea, maybe it was the fantastic time in Berkeley that got me going, now he's thinking he can fix me with numerous visits to the therapist. And panic attacks? Fuck off, I'm not the one yelling up the stairs because people won't carry groceries. Ass hole ( Read more... )

a hug and some positive affection... anyone?

Maaaaaaajor headache, I guess slamming my head into the car window 3 times wasn't the best of plans...

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*crawls into hole*

not a good week at all.