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i know we all just beguile the time. But it all catches up, and it's all so fucked up, and only time will tell...
so today i didn't go to school... didn't feel like dealing with anyone or thing that would be there.
i am pretty over what happened yesterday... except the whole friend thing... but as it says above... basically, if you "beguile time" it all catches up and everything gets fucked up.
so there is to holding in feelings and emotions.
today i went to the ophtamologist... A.K.A. the eye doctor so i could get that ugly ass bubble off of my eye area. so now i have kinda like a hole there and that should heal within like 2 days.
finally, no bubble thing when i look at my face.
i also went to look at some cars with my dad... i saw an incredible BMW 328 iS that was so nice and modified so nicely that it looked like a BMW M3 and ran like one, just had a lil less of an engine. and it is like half the price of an M3 from that year... i want it so bad.
so now i am home doing exactly what i was trying to avoid when i threw away one of my best friends...
so today i didn't go to school... didn't feel like dealing with anyone or thing that would be there.
i am pretty over what happened yesterday... except the whole friend thing... but as it says above... basically, if you "beguile time" it all catches up and everything gets fucked up.
so there is to holding in feelings and emotions.
today i went to the ophtamologist... A.K.A. the eye doctor so i could get that ugly ass bubble off of my eye area. so now i have kinda like a hole there and that should heal within like 2 days.
finally, no bubble thing when i look at my face.
i also went to look at some cars with my dad... i saw an incredible BMW 328 iS that was so nice and modified so nicely that it looked like a BMW M3 and ran like one, just had a lil less of an engine. and it is like half the price of an M3 from that year... i want it so bad.
so now i am home doing exactly what i was trying to avoid when i threw away one of my best friends...