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had tryouts again today... got cut from varsity because supposedly my defense, which is by far better than some other people who's names will not be mentioned, is inconsistent. whatever... seniority blows cock.
so i am doomed to JV this year... these niggas better step up this year or i'm gonna be fuckin pissed.
but yeah today was an overall bad day for me...
screwed up a friendship with someone i care about more than almost anyone...
i have decided that trying in my history class is pointless, because a B isn't enough of a grade to continue in my honor's course.
i am about ready to just giveup life in general... it has become pointless... i feel that there is nothing worth caring for now... kinda how it seems everyone has began to feel about me.
Maybe i deserve this, maybe i don't, so fuck this world because care, i don't
so i am doomed to JV this year... these niggas better step up this year or i'm gonna be fuckin pissed.
but yeah today was an overall bad day for me...
screwed up a friendship with someone i care about more than almost anyone...
i have decided that trying in my history class is pointless, because a B isn't enough of a grade to continue in my honor's course.
i am about ready to just giveup life in general... it has become pointless... i feel that there is nothing worth caring for now... kinda how it seems everyone has began to feel about me.
Maybe i deserve this, maybe i don't, so fuck this world because care, i don't