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Im sorry that i've basically got you put into a hospital. I just honestly need to be alone.. I don't need anyone right now no matter what anyone thinks. Im just trying to get shit straight for myself and still attempt to care for you by calling you daily and being your friend. I hope you come out of this okay. I dont mean to hurt anyone. Im just trying to be a good person by doing what my heart feels. Im not with anyone.. Just friends who have helped me through these past couple of weeks that have been really rough for me. I think the best thing now is to just stop trying to call and make sure you're okay. I think it just makes shit worse.
Other news.. Im extremely tired of being in school. Just one long on going routine that gets old day by day. I graduate in about three weeks and Im finding it hard to come to class day by day.. Right now Im trying to live life to the fullest and live day by day. Im currently trying to make some music cause it's always what I've wanted to do... Hopefully I'll start college in August and I'll just take some courses that I want. I really don't know what I want to do. I just know I want to do shit that will make me happy. Im so sick of this bullshit of having to find some sort of career so you can just work your ass off for a little amount of money for the rest of your life. I believe I've done a lot of growing these past few months and I've definitely changed my view on a lot of shit. I have so much going through my mind but yet the cursor seems to flash for five minutes at a time. (Insert some clever ending)
Other news.. Im extremely tired of being in school. Just one long on going routine that gets old day by day. I graduate in about three weeks and Im finding it hard to come to class day by day.. Right now Im trying to live life to the fullest and live day by day. Im currently trying to make some music cause it's always what I've wanted to do... Hopefully I'll start college in August and I'll just take some courses that I want. I really don't know what I want to do. I just know I want to do shit that will make me happy. Im so sick of this bullshit of having to find some sort of career so you can just work your ass off for a little amount of money for the rest of your life. I believe I've done a lot of growing these past few months and I've definitely changed my view on a lot of shit. I have so much going through my mind but yet the cursor seems to flash for five minutes at a time. (Insert some clever ending)