I think I'm at the point where I could care less about life.
well i was in juvy for a week to answer your question Squeaks, in the last update.
so, as i was saying i think life is pointless for no reason. like it matters, squeaks is probably the only one that will even read this so yeah.
from what i hear people arent liking me so much these days, and school sucks more than ever. i wanted to get tranfered but if i did that, i dont know when i would be back in school... maybe i'll drop out...
Hell no to long before i would get GED. not only that but i would go to juvy almost 2 years til im 16 and able to drop out.
squeaks if u want to know why i say u will probably be the only one to read this is ur the only one that has posted comments for a long time so yeah i dont think people really care if i was to ninja vanish again. mabie i will go to utah so i can still be able to talk to vamp... well i can anyway have a cellphone will utah area code so yeah. well i cant really explane why life is pointless for me but it is.
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oh, max if u read this then you should know i still love you and all, but u have to relize i am how i am and i cant change it, how i know this is i have tried hard to stay off weed for you... i mean i was off of weed for 2-3 months and in the last couple of days i have been thinking i do need to grow up because after knowing i can defend my self i relized i dont need to fight just to fight, just to protect myself and others, : i will try my best to make sure that you, squeaks... hell the whole group is protected:
max if you think in two years there might be something for us, then im ready to wait those two years just so i can be with u. love you... and always will.
well i think that is all i have to say, ill be at the mall later today maybe see u guys there too.
hehe i suck when it come to write stuff. T~T :tears:
later...
-havok
ps squeaks i like that quote u posted on maxes journal "when you have nothing, you have nothing to lose."
its one of the best quotes i have heard.
so, as i was saying i think life is pointless for no reason. like it matters, squeaks is probably the only one that will even read this so yeah.
from what i hear people arent liking me so much these days, and school sucks more than ever. i wanted to get tranfered but if i did that, i dont know when i would be back in school... maybe i'll drop out...
Hell no to long before i would get GED. not only that but i would go to juvy almost 2 years til im 16 and able to drop out.
squeaks if u want to know why i say u will probably be the only one to read this is ur the only one that has posted comments for a long time so yeah i dont think people really care if i was to ninja vanish again. mabie i will go to utah so i can still be able to talk to vamp... well i can anyway have a cellphone will utah area code so yeah. well i cant really explane why life is pointless for me but it is.
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oh, max if u read this then you should know i still love you and all, but u have to relize i am how i am and i cant change it, how i know this is i have tried hard to stay off weed for you... i mean i was off of weed for 2-3 months and in the last couple of days i have been thinking i do need to grow up because after knowing i can defend my self i relized i dont need to fight just to fight, just to protect myself and others, : i will try my best to make sure that you, squeaks... hell the whole group is protected:
max if you think in two years there might be something for us, then im ready to wait those two years just so i can be with u. love you... and always will.
well i think that is all i have to say, ill be at the mall later today maybe see u guys there too.
hehe i suck when it come to write stuff. T~T :tears:
later...
-havok
ps squeaks i like that quote u posted on maxes journal "when you have nothing, you have nothing to lose."
its one of the best quotes i have heard.