Poems by..Well..Me!! ^_^
Well, I finally found more of my poems ^_^ Lol Rachel I know you love reading them ^_^ so I wont hold you in suspense any longer ^^:
I'm so sick of it all
I'm sick of caring about someone
Who will never feel the way I do about them
I'm sick of feeling for someone who doesn't even know I exist
I'm sick of living a fucked up life that no one understands
I'm sick of the hole in my heart that get's bigger with each passing days
Until joining my father doesn't seem like such a bad idea
I can barely take this
It's killing me inside
Tearing at me
Keeping my tears of sorrow hidden
Until death crosses my mind
But...
Until then...
I Hold On...
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Just a dream
That's all my life is
A nightmare that will never escape
Each day the black hole I live in
Gets smaller & smaller
Like my hope ever finding a true love
I will be forever confined to the bottomless
Pit of my soul
Never to see the light
Never the embrace to a lover
Only To die alone in the forever darkness
No one should care...
No One Will!
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Everytime I look into his eyes
I see him & the girl of his dreams
Me standing off in the distance
Then I look at myself in the mirror
Seeing myself alone forever
No one to comfort me
No one to catch my tears
My life feels like its crumbling around me
And I have one one by my side
No matter how much I dream
No matter how much I pray
There will never be anyone for me
And all him & me will be
Are Friends...
Well, thats all of em for now ^^ so rate them outta 10 ^^
Luv ya'll xoxo ^_^ *hugs and kisses to Jake*
I'm so sick of it all
I'm sick of caring about someone
Who will never feel the way I do about them
I'm sick of feeling for someone who doesn't even know I exist
I'm sick of living a fucked up life that no one understands
I'm sick of the hole in my heart that get's bigger with each passing days
Until joining my father doesn't seem like such a bad idea
I can barely take this
It's killing me inside
Tearing at me
Keeping my tears of sorrow hidden
Until death crosses my mind
But...
Until then...
I Hold On...
_____________________________________
Just a dream
That's all my life is
A nightmare that will never escape
Each day the black hole I live in
Gets smaller & smaller
Like my hope ever finding a true love
I will be forever confined to the bottomless
Pit of my soul
Never to see the light
Never the embrace to a lover
Only To die alone in the forever darkness
No one should care...
No One Will!
______________________________________
Everytime I look into his eyes
I see him & the girl of his dreams
Me standing off in the distance
Then I look at myself in the mirror
Seeing myself alone forever
No one to comfort me
No one to catch my tears
My life feels like its crumbling around me
And I have one one by my side
No matter how much I dream
No matter how much I pray
There will never be anyone for me
And all him & me will be
Are Friends...
Well, thats all of em for now ^^ so rate them outta 10 ^^
Luv ya'll xoxo ^_^ *hugs and kisses to Jake*