I am really confused right now
Apperently I am not doing enough for Monster. I'm trying to do things to cheer her up. Kinda seems to be leading no where. She was bored today because she couldn't meet me at Disneyland. I was only there because Christine was here.
I knew I would get shit for being at Disney and I did from her and James. Only thing that sucks I do something with other friends at Disneyland and I get shit for it. Am I always supposed to go with the same person? Normally I'm there because it sounded like something fun to do with my friend. Grrr tempted not to renew just to get ride of all the annoyances. It almost makes me want to not go anymore.
I also am getting a hard time for not paying for gas when we go to sea world. I already pay for parking. I don't think I will be able to afford going to sea world with Monster anymore. It's $20 for food, $10 for parking, and $10 for gas. I really don't have that money to spend everytime. I've tried to drive more since I got my license. For a while when she moved I was doing most of the driving then when she got a new car she was again because she's picky and doesn't want to ride in my car because I dont have air conditioning. On top of that Marsh apperantly does not want her in my car because I had some car trouble back in may but it's been fine for the last 3 months since.
I've been getting a hard time for having two jobs. It's been making me so mad. I haven't been officially hired at Torrid and if I don't here anything by Friday I'm going to call them. I need a yes or no so I have time to apply elsewhere. I need two jobs to get a car, and be able to afford to go to Florida with Monster. Neither things are cheap so I need to work for them. James says that I'm obsessesed with making money and he doesn't like that but I'm just trying to able to afford everything we want to do. He makes a hell of alot more then I do.
I am going to try my best to make time for everything but a little support would help for once, and a little bit of flexiblity. I can't do things on a whim when I'm working I need enough time to plan. People need to take that into consideration for once. It seems like when ever I get a job I'll be working too much or wont have time. People need to remember that it takes money to do things and it doesn't just get handed to me like other people get.
Thats all for now
I knew I would get shit for being at Disney and I did from her and James. Only thing that sucks I do something with other friends at Disneyland and I get shit for it. Am I always supposed to go with the same person? Normally I'm there because it sounded like something fun to do with my friend. Grrr tempted not to renew just to get ride of all the annoyances. It almost makes me want to not go anymore.
I also am getting a hard time for not paying for gas when we go to sea world. I already pay for parking. I don't think I will be able to afford going to sea world with Monster anymore. It's $20 for food, $10 for parking, and $10 for gas. I really don't have that money to spend everytime. I've tried to drive more since I got my license. For a while when she moved I was doing most of the driving then when she got a new car she was again because she's picky and doesn't want to ride in my car because I dont have air conditioning. On top of that Marsh apperantly does not want her in my car because I had some car trouble back in may but it's been fine for the last 3 months since.
I've been getting a hard time for having two jobs. It's been making me so mad. I haven't been officially hired at Torrid and if I don't here anything by Friday I'm going to call them. I need a yes or no so I have time to apply elsewhere. I need two jobs to get a car, and be able to afford to go to Florida with Monster. Neither things are cheap so I need to work for them. James says that I'm obsessesed with making money and he doesn't like that but I'm just trying to able to afford everything we want to do. He makes a hell of alot more then I do.
I am going to try my best to make time for everything but a little support would help for once, and a little bit of flexiblity. I can't do things on a whim when I'm working I need enough time to plan. People need to take that into consideration for once. It seems like when ever I get a job I'll be working too much or wont have time. People need to remember that it takes money to do things and it doesn't just get handed to me like other people get.
Thats all for now