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I don't know where my life is going anymore. What have I become in the past couple years?
I'm just really depressed right now. But at least my bills are getting paid.
Got a couple guys interested I guess since James and I broke up a month ago...
But I'm still living with him.
I'm home now and I'm just depressed. I want to quit smoking so much it's brought me to tears over it.
Found out from someone that my sister is having a birthday bash for aralynn.....and I wasn't told/invited....go figure. Missed her birth a year ago so I guess it kinda fits to miss her birthday.
James and I are broken up but still acting like we are going out. We got into a huge fight because he asked to borrow my truck to see his friend Danielle. Well he couldn't that day because he had to work late, but the next day I talked to my friend Sarah and she said "You don't know who Danielle is, do you?" and of course I didn't, and she said "He was fucking her before he met you..."
And he was hanging out with this 30 year old married woman that he works with. Everyone suspected something was going on so they told me not to put up with it. Because I'm not a jealous person, and I trust too much more than I should. He stopped hanging out with her after the incident where he ended up in "tampa" with her for a while because they were "venting about their problems". I got upset and went to the gym because I couldn't stand his roommate telling me there was something going on. After that day his boss confronted him and told him that there better not be anything going on with him and Denise. There had to have been something if his boss thought there was something going on. And Denise never wanted to meet me. I wonder why...(sarcasm button).
I wonder if friends can tell I've been kinda depressed. Well the friends online anyway. It's easy to hide behind smiley icons and text.
I dunno. I'm just really upset. I gotta go back to Hudson now so I can be at work tomorrow morning...
Talk to ya in another month probably.
I'm just really depressed right now. But at least my bills are getting paid.
Got a couple guys interested I guess since James and I broke up a month ago...
But I'm still living with him.
I'm home now and I'm just depressed. I want to quit smoking so much it's brought me to tears over it.
Found out from someone that my sister is having a birthday bash for aralynn.....and I wasn't told/invited....go figure. Missed her birth a year ago so I guess it kinda fits to miss her birthday.
James and I are broken up but still acting like we are going out. We got into a huge fight because he asked to borrow my truck to see his friend Danielle. Well he couldn't that day because he had to work late, but the next day I talked to my friend Sarah and she said "You don't know who Danielle is, do you?" and of course I didn't, and she said "He was fucking her before he met you..."
And he was hanging out with this 30 year old married woman that he works with. Everyone suspected something was going on so they told me not to put up with it. Because I'm not a jealous person, and I trust too much more than I should. He stopped hanging out with her after the incident where he ended up in "tampa" with her for a while because they were "venting about their problems". I got upset and went to the gym because I couldn't stand his roommate telling me there was something going on. After that day his boss confronted him and told him that there better not be anything going on with him and Denise. There had to have been something if his boss thought there was something going on. And Denise never wanted to meet me. I wonder why...(sarcasm button).
I wonder if friends can tell I've been kinda depressed. Well the friends online anyway. It's easy to hide behind smiley icons and text.
I dunno. I'm just really upset. I gotta go back to Hudson now so I can be at work tomorrow morning...
Talk to ya in another month probably.