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What if the perfect person for me isn't even in Florida?
Ah, anyway. We'll see what happens with James and I this weekend. Either I'll be at his place, or I'll be at my place this weekend. Depending on how it all goes. I love him...god this is going to be hard. But I think that we...I...am just having issues. I just want something more.
First day of work tomorrow. I have to drive all the way to Holiday in the morning which is an hour drive I think...just to get my paperwork on the physical. And then go to work back in Hudson. *sigh* I need to finish my laundry and go to bed so I can get up in the morning. I can't be late for orientation tomorrow because my shift follows right after and I don't want to piss them off.
I'm under so much stress....and quitting smoking. I've only smoked for 8 months, which might seem like a long time, but before I met James I smoked like a pack in 2 weeks. We'll see how this goes---my dad is quitting so I'm going to quit. It was the deal I made him.
I suppose if James and I break up, well...Sarah will want to hook me up with Danny. He's very good looking, but I don't know him. I love James too much to even be thinking about this. I'm just trying to make this whole situation easier.
And the search for the right psychiatrist begins!
(joke)
Ah, anyway. We'll see what happens with James and I this weekend. Either I'll be at his place, or I'll be at my place this weekend. Depending on how it all goes. I love him...god this is going to be hard. But I think that we...I...am just having issues. I just want something more.
First day of work tomorrow. I have to drive all the way to Holiday in the morning which is an hour drive I think...just to get my paperwork on the physical. And then go to work back in Hudson. *sigh* I need to finish my laundry and go to bed so I can get up in the morning. I can't be late for orientation tomorrow because my shift follows right after and I don't want to piss them off.
I'm under so much stress....and quitting smoking. I've only smoked for 8 months, which might seem like a long time, but before I met James I smoked like a pack in 2 weeks. We'll see how this goes---my dad is quitting so I'm going to quit. It was the deal I made him.
I suppose if James and I break up, well...Sarah will want to hook me up with Danny. He's very good looking, but I don't know him. I love James too much to even be thinking about this. I'm just trying to make this whole situation easier.
And the search for the right psychiatrist begins!
(joke)