*kicks self in ass*
Oh, don't mind me...I do this everyday. I consider it to be my daily reminder of never making the same mistake I made 4 years ago. What the fuck was I thinking?! Oh wait. That's right...I wasn't, really.
Where I am now, may not have been worth that, per say. But I am here, none the less. And I am happy with who I am now, when back then I know I wasn't. No more false justifications to myself, they've been replaced by my daily repremand, of the sort.
Have you ever noticed how the things we hate the most about other people, are the things we hate the most about ourselves? Funny how we self project in such ways...or is that rather mere ignorance. Not willing to accept ourselves for who we really are? Interesting, even, how we tend to be completely blind of those traits within ourselves. But are the first to recognize it in those outside of ourselves.
I am living today for tomorrow, I've noticed.
Where I am now, may not have been worth that, per say. But I am here, none the less. And I am happy with who I am now, when back then I know I wasn't. No more false justifications to myself, they've been replaced by my daily repremand, of the sort.
Have you ever noticed how the things we hate the most about other people, are the things we hate the most about ourselves? Funny how we self project in such ways...or is that rather mere ignorance. Not willing to accept ourselves for who we really are? Interesting, even, how we tend to be completely blind of those traits within ourselves. But are the first to recognize it in those outside of ourselves.
I am living today for tomorrow, I've noticed.