An update, of sorts...

[haujimm]

Today, well, sucks

Comments

[dance2dark]

Ok Jimm..first of, you have made a lot of mistakes in your past...and you could have done something about a bunch of those issues with money if you found a job, and actually motivated yourself to do something...you always seemed to have money to buy drinks, etc...while, instead that whole time, you should have been busting your ass to get a job, save money...and be responsible...yet you went to the bar almost every night. I feel bad for you but I also don't because you had so much time to fix things...it takes effort and putting your foot down with those people to get what you needed and to get things done...You have to be responsible. Be honest...responsibility has not always been your best points. But, now I am glad you are getting your ass busted to do whats right...this will teach you not to go down that path again, and be responsible...I know I am a hard case, but it speaks truths. You will get through this and be a lot stronger...whining about it is not going to help. Make the best of it for the time being...there are plenty of good times to be had in the future...but you have to wait. You have been partying it up for a long time now...time to be serious and save money..work and do the right things.

[haujimm]

Eh...pishah. all of what you said i already know. You pointing out my lack of responsibility is not anything ground-breaking.
You see, its like, a big vicious circle...much like Fat Bastard.
I hate myself, because i dont care
I dont care..cuz i hate myself.
Being inside this "scene" has caused me to lose focus on whats really important. me.
I want to move towards the future, i am just having a very hard time letting go of the past, and the mistakes ive made that i want to rectify.

Jimm®

Jimm®

[dance2dark]

Well, I am glad though to see you are making the changes for the better in your life. I really am. I know its rough now, but you'll get used to it and things will better themselves...