Seatle.
I really don't know what to think about what just happened. Someone that's been under my radar all this time could possibly be a very big part of my future. He's just so cool. And it's silly because I really didn't think anything of it until yesterday.. It's like James and Joey, except... me. And I never thought I'd be in a situation like that. I just feel for him so badly.. He considers me 'brave'. I don't think I've ever done anything to qualify as brave. He's just so scared that his friends and family wont accept him anymore if they know the truth about him. And I hate that so much. The family may be one thing, but the friends that he's talking about are another story all together. Firstly, they're like, one step away from being gay themselves. Secondly, they're friends with me, and they seem to like me just fine.
I just don't want to get too wrapped up into this, and have it blow up in my face... I did have a great time on my birthday though, and I think that's all that really counts.. I just wish I had realized this before I moved out of Sanford...
So this is what emotional drama feels like now.. It's a different sting from the one that I felt a while back.. I feel like I can handle it better now. Let's hope so.
I just don't want to get too wrapped up into this, and have it blow up in my face... I did have a great time on my birthday though, and I think that's all that really counts.. I just wish I had realized this before I moved out of Sanford...
So this is what emotional drama feels like now.. It's a different sting from the one that I felt a while back.. I feel like I can handle it better now. Let's hope so.