at work.... eatin quiche
i used to not like alex... i guess you could say because i was jealous of her mom. she is the nicest, most loving mom i have ever met. i am not complaining about my mom... too much... at least she raised me to be a tough ass cookie. HA HA HA.... but i hope if i ever become a mother, i will be as loving and caring as my boss, jody. its hard for me
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I was an annoying brat three years ago, so I don't blame you for not liking me then, hahahaha
My mom's always been up/down/up/down/up/down. I remember running and hiding in a closet as a kid because she'd go off her rocker. However, this time it's different, and it's even sadder, because she's got every reason to be sad. I get in a tough spot sometimes since I'm there too, and i want to rely on her, but then I realize... oh wait, she's going through it too, and I can't ask her to tell me it's going to be okay, because she just asked me that two minutes ago. She is doing better now as far as being rational about things, which believe me, it's a huge relief.
Basically all we can do is just love her and make her giggle. The more she laughs, the better.
I'd wanted to stay today, but I just couldn't do it. For once though it wasn't from being angry at her dumping on me; it was just from I couldn't stand to watch her hurt like that. When I was a kid, and even up until just a few months ago, every time she cried, I cried. She has such a sad sounding cry. She loved my dad so much. I want to be there for her, but there's just nothing left for me to give... gotta keep trying, though.
And you know, I forgive you for not liking me, we all make mistakes, you finally saw the light, you couldn't avoid that yes... I am god... yes... (kidding)
Now then, if you don't mind, I'm going to go frolick in a field of daisies.
~Alex~
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