Nov 13, 2004 22:12
the only good thing that had happened for me so far has just stabbed me in the back. how is it that a person can fuck with your emotions and still pretend they actually care about you? the answer is they have no heart. just in case you have no idea what im talking about let me explain the situation......
a few days ago i was talking to my girlfriend and she said her mother had grounded her because she had failed two classes.soon after that she is helping decorate a party she cant stay for.her explaination was that her mother says she has to help cause her friends mom asked her to but her mom is taking her to one of her friends party[the moms friend] so today i saw she had signed on and sent a message. she doesnt respond so i call her cell. then none other than her best friend[my ex] answers the phone!! i ask for her and she says shes busy at the moment. and in the backround was the sound of the party!!! what fucking pricks but oh well ill just have to kill them all!but other than that everythings great. the girl that wont go out with me is changing her mind slowly and that makes me so happy. at least someone hasnt turned on me. on the other hand the situation in cuba is getting worse. today my mom called my relatives in cuba to see how they were holding up. and they said that its getting harder to even find food for the day. i almost broke out into tears but i didnt. i really wanted to but the tears wont come out. i just wish i could bring them all here. damn you bush and castro your both assholes!!! besides this my dad is still sick so i havent left my house. im starting to worry about him because hes been sick a few weeks. but theres nothing i can do but hope he gets better.and i guess thats all.
goodbye cruel world