I love when nagar sings and dances to me
Ethan. Ethan makes me happy. I met him the night of the day that Ben and I broke up. His past is a little rocky, but he is trying to move on. I'm proud of him for that. It takes a lot of strength and motiation to be able to totally start over again. A new beginning. When I am with him I laugh, and smile all of the time. To me it seems like we both found each other at the perfect time. It seems like everything kind of fit together. Today we were sitting on the couch and talking and he asked me if I would know him when he was 21. I said yes immediatly and then realized how shitty my past relationships have been. Then I looked at him againg and said "Actually, who knows. I thought I would know Ben untill he was 21." Then he just said "You'll know me." And it was nice to have someone reasure me. We talked a lot today and I love how honest he is with me. He doesn't lie to me or try to hide things from me. We can have conversations full of truth. That makes me so happy. I hate being lied to by anyone. I hope this can last. We all know how much I suck with relationships, but I think Ethan and I are on the same level as one another. We can relate and understand where the other on is comming from. I'm just scared of getting attached and then getting hurt. But I guess there is nothing to do except to wait and see what happens!!