Jul 01, 2004 21:43
Ben and I broke up a week ago today. I met Ethan a week ago today. Since last Thursday I have hung out with Ethan everyday. I don't remember being truly pissed of since I have been hanging out with him. We keep each other calm. Together we make each other happy.He knows this as well as I do. It seems like I have known him for so much longer than a week. I know so much about him and lean new things everyday. He puts it all out in front of me. I don't have to beg for information. He is trying so hard to get his life back into order. Watching him everyday makes me feel so good. You can tell how bad he wants his life back. He isn't just fucking around and bull shitting everyone. We layed in my bed and talked again today. I love that! I love just talking to him. I can't help but laugh and smile. We can have deep conversations and understand each other. That means so much to me.
After sitting around here with Ethan, Nagar, and Rivera, we went and got Taneka and went out to dinner at Applebee's. It actually wasn't that bad. After dinner we all went to the park and played soccer, volley ball and Alex and Taneka got in a fight with some little kids. Man it was some good times. Too bad it was hotter than hot outside. Then we all came back to my house and Taneka and I played Duck Hunt on my old school nintendo! It was awesome. Then everyone had to go home. Sad, I know, but we will all do it again sometime!!!!!!!!!!
Well I'm out for now! Hope everyone else's day was as fun as mine was!!!!!!!! But, remember kids, I'm MOTHER FUCKING HESS...don't feel too bad if your day can't compare to mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!