Oct 25, 2005 21:42
Well yesterday was my first day back at school since god knows when and i felt like shit! I just don't know if me going to school is for me anymore...I'm seriously thinking about dropping out of school and getting my GED...I mean i'm barely coming to school and when i do i dont really learn anything cause i'm not really paying attenion cause i'm depressed and thinking about all this shit that is going on at home with my mom and my dads health,then my aunt and her family and like going insane like seriously...i don't know what to do. I like going to school and everything but its like i just can't get my self out of the bed to go. I love seeing my friends and hanging out with them and shit like that but its just my depression is getting so bad i don't know what to do anymore,so i think me dropping out and getting my GED is the best thing until i turn 18 then when i turn 18 i'm gonna go to job corp and contiune my schoolin there! I would go to job corp now but my mom makes to much money for me to go now so i have to wait until i turn 18 cause it will be based off my own income then which is nothing...So i don't know it seems like a really kool place to go cause there is people there from 16-24,u have dorms and u either can finsh out ur high school education or go ahead and do what u want to do for ur future education. Well as of right now i'm really thinking about doing that so i'm gonna go talk to yall later...
ashley...