wow...
well i haven't updated in a while but yeah...i have a had rough time with a lot of stuff...Those of yall that are close to me know that i struggle with depression,well there for a while i was doing really really bad i was being home schooled and last year b/c of it and everything...well since then i have been put on meds that have helped me and i feel better but the question is do i? I stay looked up in my room all the time,i don't wanna go to school,i don't wanna eat,i don't wanna talk to my parents,i don't wanna hang out with my friends as much anymore all the same stuff is happening all over again...Those of u out there think when i'm out of school i'm just out b/c i don't wanna come...ur wrong!!!!!!!!! i would give anything to be normal and be able to come every freakin day but u know i do have really bad depression and i can't stop lord knows if i could i would...i hate the on going pain every day and nite...So if u would stop judgeing me and talking about me or whatever please cause i'm doing the best i can do right now
ashley <3
ashley <3