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[hatboxmoon]

today has offered blow after blow. i am sitting here trying to feel blessed or identify the origin of my terrible mood so i can attempt to remedy it. i'm in a funky place, thick and reletless with no identifiable doors, in or out. i need sleep desperately

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Sonya

[anonymous]

As far as "being confused about why you'd spend such an insanely huge ammount of time reading my back journal entries" Did you ever stop to think about the fact that I know you? That I have been reading your journal for a long long time, but I just finally got fed up enough with all your ridiculous self-indulgence that I couldn't hold my tongue about it any longer? You give yourself a lot of credit to assume that you could inspire this level of disgust in a complete stranger.

Re: Sonya

[hatboxmoon]

the thought crossed my mind, of course. i'm just tying to figure out which one of my so-called "friends" is a sociopathic, mysoginistic, heterosexist asshole with fundamentalist tendencies. i never claimed to be a great judge of character, but i have a hard time believing you made it under the radar and got notonto my friends list, which you are, unless you're breaking into my filtered posts. at this point, stupid could be added to that list of adjectives aswell, cuz when you're found out, and you will be, you will have a lot of hell to pay from this online community. not for flaming me, but for being anti-mama, anti-woman, anti-sexual assult survivor, and many other fucked up things. shit like that doesn't fly where i come from.

p.s. you're sick. get help.

Re: Sonya

[hatboxmoon]

p.p.s. if my journal has been digusting you for a long, long time, why are you still reading it? youobviously have way more free time than i do, not to mention 90% of the poeple i know.

Re: Sonya

[anonymous]

I kept hoping i would see an improvement in you, but instead you just got worse and worse. All of your assumptions, albeit amusing, couldn't be further from the actual truth. Heterosexist?? No, I just think a self-proclaimed lesbian (who says that her "mind was made up," which is not a component of sexuality, by the way) wouldn't be constantly sleeping with/lusting after men. (I realize you are not currently in a sexual relationship with any men right now, but you aren't fucking any women either. Just "jacking off" *rolls eyes* all the time.) There isn't anything wrong with bisexuality, but sex with men (beyond the point of teenage sexual confusion/shame sex) does NOT a lesbian make. Also, proclaiming yourself in love with men (the name Lam ring a bell) isn't very lesbian of you

Re: Sonya

[saramama]

Naughty and mean. Why attack? She does not deserve this. I am saddened there is this much anger and cruetly here.