Feb 28, 2005 11:22
Today is a better day. Not too good, but not as bad as yesterday too! I didn't get any sleep whatsoever last nite, the thought of my grandmother in a hospital bed, all alone, made me want to run to her and bring her home, so i didn't sleep. I want to see Jerra and Steph so bad. I thought that i almost lost them this weekend cuz i was as annoying as a fly on shyt! I don't think that they realize how much they mean to me tho. I would die for those 2 gurls.
My head has been spinning around in circles again lately. Ever since my grandmother's heart attack, i've been wondering what my purpose here on this planet is, and i have yet to figure it out. The only two reasons i have left to live by are my two best friends... we all kno who they are by now! I live everyday because of them, so thanx.
Court is this Friday. My mother says that there's going to be a $250 fine... eww. That's okay tho... i HAVE IT ALL UNDER CONTROL! lol
But i'm gonna get some food. Who knows, maybe i'll be happy soon?!?
I miss u gurls!
XoX Hatara OxO