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Yeah... this weekend completely blew all shit!
Friday- I had a wonderful day!!! Went to some of my classes and then i picked the lovely jerra up from school. Then we went and got Steph. After work- they invited me over to jerras and we went to BINGO! Jerra won $50!!! Yay jerra!
Saturday- I did absolutely nothing. I wanted nothing more than to spend it with my gurlies, but that never happened.
Today i woke up in an ok mood, and i decided to go to church. Half way through the service, my cell phone rang and i didn't pick it up only cuz i thought that it was my mother wondering where i was. Then my world came crashing down.. my grandmother was rushed to the hospital... she had another heart attack. I feel absolutely horrible. True, she didn't die, but the only thing that i wanna do right about now is spend my time with jerra and steph, but i'm stuck at my fathers. I did something to myself that i promised i would never do again, but i did and i'm really disappointed in myself. I don't really tell anyone about my old habits, but i did it last nite. I'm to a point again in my life where i feel as no one cud give 2 fucking shits what happens to me. Who knows?!? But i'm gonna go and take a nice hot jaccuzzi bath and maybe burn myself to ashes!!!
Peace Out!!
<3 Hatara <3
Friday- I had a wonderful day!!! Went to some of my classes and then i picked the lovely jerra up from school. Then we went and got Steph. After work- they invited me over to jerras and we went to BINGO! Jerra won $50!!! Yay jerra!
Saturday- I did absolutely nothing. I wanted nothing more than to spend it with my gurlies, but that never happened.
Today i woke up in an ok mood, and i decided to go to church. Half way through the service, my cell phone rang and i didn't pick it up only cuz i thought that it was my mother wondering where i was. Then my world came crashing down.. my grandmother was rushed to the hospital... she had another heart attack. I feel absolutely horrible. True, she didn't die, but the only thing that i wanna do right about now is spend my time with jerra and steph, but i'm stuck at my fathers. I did something to myself that i promised i would never do again, but i did and i'm really disappointed in myself. I don't really tell anyone about my old habits, but i did it last nite. I'm to a point again in my life where i feel as no one cud give 2 fucking shits what happens to me. Who knows?!? But i'm gonna go and take a nice hot jaccuzzi bath and maybe burn myself to ashes!!!
Peace Out!!
<3 Hatara <3